Here's the story so far ...
I'm 45 years old, male and athletic. I eat a very clean healthy diet and exercise 5-7 days per week. I train as a competitive powerlifter and bodybuilder, and do 3-5 cardio sessions each week. I'm otherwise very healthy, not on any medication, no allergies, no asthma.
Since one or two months ago I started sometimes waking in the night, gasping for air like I was drowning. I felt as though my airway was getting blocked when my body fully relaxed for sleep. This gradually got more frequent until a couple of weeks ago it was happening every time I drifted off to sleep within a minute or two. It really disturbed my sleep and I became afraid to fall asleep knowing it would be followed by the experience of suffocation.
I googled my symptoms and learned about OSA. I went to my GP who was reluctant to refer me on to a sleep clinic as I didn't have all the usual symptoms: I don't snore, and I'm not obese. I convinced my GP to take me seriously but then the apnea got worse again and I found a private specialist as I was desperate for a peaceful night's sleep.
The ENT/sleep consultant I saw gave me a sleep study to do at home, and it came back that over 2.5 hours of sleep that night my average AHI was 29.4 (borderline severe). My deep sleep was only 1.9%. During the time when this was being done and waiting for the results, I had to go on sick leave from work, and I don't believe I'm safe to drive my car.
I was given a CPAP machine to try, with a couple of masks. The machine is a DeVilbiss Sleep Cube Auto, and the masks are Philips DreamWear face and nasal masks. I've been using the nasal mask because it feels slightly less claustrophobic.
I've had the CPAP machine almost a week now and I still haven't had more than a couple hours' sleep. I've experienced the following issues:
- Feeling claustrophobic and anxious with the mask over my face and blowing air into me
- Feeling like it's hard work to breathe enough air in and feeling lack of oxygen
- Difficulty to swallow, cough, turn onto side, when mask is on
- Still having the apnea events and being woken up even when wearing the mask
- Waking up after a short time and not being able to get back to sleep
- When resting awake with the mask on, eventually having to rip it off to breathe because I'm suffocating
I am SO desperate for some help to be able to get a few hours of restful sleep and be able to resume normal functioning. Please help!! I'm willing to travel, spend money, or do whatever is necessary.
I have cut my calories back substantially and increased my cardio sessions; this means I will lose weight at 2-3 lbs/week. My body fat is currently at 15% so not super high, but I figured this should help. Maybe I developed this sleep apnea because I have gained muscle mass recently through training?
Right now, I have the choice of sleeping or breathing but not both at the same time. If I went to the ER maybe they could tube me and let me sleep for a few hours?
Your experienced input would be awesomely valued. Thank you.