that restores my faith in humanity, or at least the ability of humans to help one another in a civilized and compassionate way.
I've decided to share my experiences with having bimaxillary jaw advancement, not as a cautionary tale or anything. Only because
it's consumed a part of my life that no one truly understands and which the medical system doesn't seem to want to help.
After a few rough years I finally got diagnosed with sleep apnea, one point below severe at 29 AHI. It was a complete and utter surprise,
as no one (yet) in my family had be diagnosed, and I was in good shape with no weight issues. So I was prescribed a CPAP, and low
and behold, like so many others, I struggled to successfully sleep with it. I'm persistent, so I went through a myriad of masks and machines,
but still, it wasn't working. It was through my own curiosity that I starting researching, and by that I mean, reading peer-reviewed medical
studies on sleep apnea that I came across bimaxillary jaw advancement as a potential cure. The statistics on 25 years of the intervention
were very promising. So I sought it out and was put in touch with a venerated dental surgeon and based on my health profile, I was deemed
a good candidate for the surgery. I was warned of the known side effects- a possibly unfavourable change in my physical appearance,
along with potential long-term loss in sensation in my mouth area, along with the arduous recovery. Knowing all this I went ahead with it,
hoping I could eliminate (85% success rate) or at least greatly reduce (15%) the apnea that was wrecking my life. I should mention
that I've very fortunate to live in a country where this was paid for by our public health service.
The surgery went without any hick-ups, and they decided to remove my septum and turbinates to free up breathing through my nose.
It was only after this last intervention that I realized to what degree my nose was, how shall we say, not very functional, for breathing through before surgery.
It helped, a lot. The recovery was long and not always agreeable, not surprising after having your jaws advanced by 11 mm. But after three months, I was able to start eating solids, and the swelling
in my face was greatly reduced, letting me see my 'new' face, which, I'll admit, I was and am still not very fond of.
I felt better, I was sleeping better, I was cured!
Around four months after surgery, I started having the symptoms of sleep apnea again- headaches, loss of concentration, fatigue. It was at that point I had my first scheduled follow up sleep test. It revealed that my apnea had worsened, my AHI now was 47. I've never felt more confused, frustrated and alone. Especially as,
five years on, it is still at the same level, and I have no explanation, no hypothesis as to what on earth could do this. And, I suppose due in part
to the fact that I'm a complete outlier, no real help or follow up. I don't want to blame people, I just want to understand! To make matters worse,
an ORL recently confirmed that due in part to the surgery (plus aging) one of my sinus cavities is collapsing, making it increasingly harder to sleep with the
nasal mask that works for me (God bless you, Tap Pap). In other words, the only positive outcome of the surgery is now failing drastically.
I've pushed back, I've dug around for answers, yet nothing. The stinger is that everydayI look at myself in the mirror and see a face I don't like, one that was modified for what end?
This is not a cautionary tale. This intervention continues to be one of the most effective methods to bring health back to apnea sufferers. What is it then?
Well, no one in my entourage has sleep apnea. No one has gone through major surgery that failed-and worsened things. I think some people here may sympathize- I don't expect anyone to respond, I'm happy just to have an outlet to finally tell a little of my story.
The experience has taught me a bit about how the system can abandon you when there is no immediate logical explanation, and I suppose, people
want to protect themselves from recrimination. But I'll be clear, I don't think anyone did anything wrong. I think I'm an outlier, an anomaly, a freak. I think
that knowing what happened would help me to make peace and to know that other people with my profile might not suffer the same issue.
I've moved on with my life- I continue to look at new research on sleep apnea, try new things, always striving to reduce it's impact on my life.
Kudos to those of you to come to this forum to share, support, and rally one another.
It's an invaluable resource.
Robin