Last night was my first night with this CPAP journey, and I got through it. I have a lot of anxiety over this, so I'm wading in slowly, and have the pressures lower than prescribed, so I can acclimate, mentally and physically, to doing this. I will move them to prescribed over the next week.
As I hinted, this isn't my first try at CPAP. Probably about 5 years ago, I was diagnosed with sleep apnea, and didn't tolerate CPAP well, but then I was wearing the 'fighter pilot' mask and that was very anxiety producing. After about two weeks of waking up with the mask across the room, I lost about 15-20 pounds of weight in a month and a follow-up study found no or insignificant apnea, and my sleep was actually great -- I was fully functioning again and all was good. That changed exactly one year ago, and this last year has been a real struggle.
I had found my 'trigger weight' for apnea and am below that now, and have been for most of this last year +, so something new is in the mix. Cardiology, Pumonology, Neurology, all say I'm either fine or I'm operating above normal specs. I do have GERD, but that has been around for ALL my life, and is not worse.
I offer that just as background and context. For last night, I really just wanted to replicate what was done at my titration study. That went OK until they put the pressure at 9cm, and then I had many arousals and eventually woke up and stayed awake. Last night, around the same time (5am), I woke and had a very hard time exhaling against the flow, which the machine display showed as 9.6. I could not exhale with a closed mouth -- I had to open my mouth and then a rush of air would follow like deflating a tire -- a strong and prolonged exhale.
I've attached two overviews and one detail -- hopefully this is enough to start. There was bathroom break at about 1:30 and another awakening at 3:30, after each was awake for about 10-15 minutes reading. I would appreciate your thoughts and thank you in advance. This is a great service to people.